Why in the fuck am I still writing in this? Nobody reads it, I've completely jumped off the deep end in terms of sanity, and I can't come up with a coherent thought that lasts longer than a few sentences even when writing. My thoughts don't even come out in words anymore. It's just feelings. As "emo" as that sounds it's to the point where I can't even articulate my mood because I'm that fucking out of touch with my own brain.
I'm done.
Mostly I just bitch about myself and call it introspection.
My friend Jamon is that way too. He just can never find the words to describe emotions.
ReplyDeleteHe writes poetry and you can totally feel the emotion. It just takes time and patience to figure out what exactly you feel and how to write it down. Sometimes you just can't describe how you feel. Shit happens. Just stay on the greener side of life.